On a positive note

Yesterday was a pretty good day. I actually did some photos of some of my friends kids for my web site and the first one was a little difficult because I was working on ZERO sleep and my tinnitus was really loud. I continued with it because I made myself the promise that I was geeting out of my room and showered after 3 days of not doing either. By the time I got to my girlfriend's house to take pictures of her ADORABLE son I was feeling a bit better. The tinnitus was still raging, but I got my second wind and took some really cute pictures. We had a nice lunch together and then it was back home.
By the time I got home and had everyone settled I thought for sure I would be able to go to sleep...not so much! Not only was my tinnitus raging, but I had an earache too! FML!! I sometimes think that in a past life I was some horrible person and somehow I am being punished for past sins. So I lay there literally in tears until I guess I cried myself to sleep. The last time I looked at the clock it said 4:45, my alarm went off at 6:45 and I had to get Josie ready for school and myself ready to go to her school to help dress the kids and set up for the party. Then it was outside with the wind (and still an earache) to watch the Halloween parade. Of course my daughter looked ADORABLE, but it was hard to really enjoy myself. We went back inside to play games, and with all the noise, the lack of sleep, the tinnitus, and the earache I couldn't wait to leave!
Again I think that I will be able to go to sleep early, but lo and behold here I sit at 10:06 PM an hour and a half after taking my prescribed sleeping pill with the devil in my ear.
Tomorrow night I am supposed to go see the King and I with my mom and my 2 nieces so I NEED to get some sleep. On a positive note my order came in from my girlfriend (who is the mother of the cutest little boy and above mentioned model for me) so I have some AWESOME boots to wear tomorrow.
I can't wait until November because I will be heading to VA to visit with my dearest friend and her 2 beautiful kids and great husband. Maybe a little change will help things even a little. One can hope; right!?!?!
I hope everyone has a wonderful Halloween!

Edited to say it is 2:53AM and here I lay after being exhausted AND taking sleep meds *sigh*.