It's 6:13 AM I should be sleeping

Yet again, tinnitus has not let me sleep. So here I lay, cursing at the invasion, staring at the TV but unable to even focus on what is on. It's extremely loud right now, and I have an earache in that ear. Not really sure if one is causing the other. I've been told my tinnitus is not severe enough or frequent enough, yet I have it 24/7 and it is severe enough to destroy my sleep. Of course the person that told me that does not and has never suffered with this condition. This is what I deal with on a daily basis, and one wonders why I am on anti depressants. So this is my bitch fest for the day :)